There was a longing deep inside my heart
I long for Your love to fill my heart
Full of hatred and despair
My past is hunting me down
Like a lion devouring its prey
Leaving a deep cut in my broken flesh
Will I ever be saved?
Cause in the world full of lies and broken promises
Will I ever survive?
Its time for me to wake up
Wake from a deep slumber
Been in a deep nightmare of my past
Redeem me oh God
Revive my lonely soul
I heard the roaring of the heaven
Calling my inner being to proclaim
Proclaim Your righteousness in my heart
I am not good in literature
But You, my God, gave my hand a desire to write
To pour out my sadness and longing for You
And if I fail You, my God
Forgive my sins and redeem me from my sufferings
So I will praise Your Name forever
I surrender everything I have in Your Kingdom
I will give to You my not so perfect life as an offering
Will You accept it?
Lord, use me as an instrument to proclaim the good news
In You alone, my life will be perfect and pure
Free from the lies and temptations of my enemies
Be my guiding light when my path is dark
And my guardian as I continue my life in Your Name, Jesus Christ