It Is My Desire

I have heard the good news

That the Kingdom of God reigns in every heart

Would you believe that?

The prophet proclaimed but no one listened

In this new generation where money is a must

Where money is everything

In this busy world where the Word of God is just a wind

Whispering in our every heart

Waiting for someone to open

Saying ” let me in My child”

It is my desire, oh God

To spread the good news

The words coming from Your mouth from the bottom of Your heart

I will sing praises for Your Holy Name

In this new generation, I will be the child of God

Bringing new souls to the Kingdom of Heaven

With a song and a lyre

I will proclaim the victory through Jesus Christ, my personal savior

I will play my purpose as an instrument used by God

I will lift my hands in surrender

This is my desire

Wherever You Would Call Me

I am alone in this crowded place

Where my faith seems to grow old

I have seen the great misery of the people

Searching for something that could satisfy

Their wants and needs seems to contradict

From the plan of our God Almighty

Who will win this battle?

Againts the raging fire of sins

I can see my lost hope for humanity

In the pit of the darkness

Where I could not see anything but darkness

Where you could found nothingness

Is this what they called the unknown

Then I called out to Him

To the One whose hope will never end

He who knows the way of truth

Because in Him alone we can find peace

Again, who will win this battle?

Battle against the raging fire of sins.

He, our God, who gives hope for humanity

Who gives salvation for the lost soul

Giving another future in the Kingdom of God

Where you can see the paradise of beautiful gold

This is what they called Heaven

Where His Kingdom reigns

And whoever believes in Him will walk with Him

And have eternal life in this paradise

Where angels sing praises for the Lord our God

I Surrender

There was a longing deep inside my heart
I long for Your love to fill my heart
Full of hatred and despair
My past is hunting me down
Like a lion devouring its prey
Leaving a deep cut in my broken flesh
Will I ever be saved?
Cause in the world full of lies and broken promises
Will I ever survive?
Its time for me to wake up
Wake from a deep slumber
Been in a deep nightmare of my past
Redeem me oh God
Revive my lonely soul
I heard the roaring of the heaven
Calling my inner being to proclaim
Proclaim Your righteousness in my heart
I am not good in literature
But You, my God, gave my hand a desire to write
To pour out my sadness and longing for You
And if I fail You, my God
Forgive my sins and redeem me from my sufferings
So I will praise Your Name forever
I surrender everything I have in Your Kingdom
I will give to You my not so perfect life as an offering
Will You accept it?
Lord, use me as an instrument to proclaim the good news
In You alone, my life will be perfect and pure
Free from the lies and temptations of my enemies
Be my guiding light when my path is dark
And my guardian as I continue my life in Your Name, Jesus Christ

Dear Jesus Christ, My Savior

I started walking in the dark.

Even though I am afraid.

Can’t see anything on the way.

Now, I am blind.

I am searching for something.

Something to hold on.

I found a chair.

I sat there and I am satisfied.

Though I have the chair.

To rest after a long journey in the dark.

I am still afraid.

Still can’t see anything.

Then I walk again in the dark.

Searching for something.

Something for my hand to grab.

I found my favorite teddy bear.

It accompanied me throughout my days.

It comforts me when I cried.

It becomes my best friend throughout my journey.

I became attached to it.

As the days go by, my teddy scares me.

It looks creepy as it smiles.

Telling me that something is not right.

Telling lies in front of me.

Believing every word it says.

Words become a dagger.

A dagger for my life to end.

That will leave deep scars in my heart.

Again, I am lost in the dark.

No one dares to comfort me.

I am so confused.

Leaving me with nothing.

I search for something.

Something for my hand to touch.

I felt the soft silk of my duvet.

It hugs me, taking away my troubles.

It secures me from the troubles I’m facing.

Covering my ears from hearing scary sounds.

Covering my eyes from seeing monsters.

Covering my mouth from sobbing.

Until it takes my breath away.

Can’t let this happen.

It suffocates me to death.

Is it the end? Need to reach my hand.

Help!

Somebody? Please help me!

I am nothing, don’t let me die.

Please revive me!

Lord, help me!

I am alone in this dark, deceiving place.

I heard You’re a hero.

Greater than any hero in this world.

Would You give me your hand?

Would You reach mine?

You’re my only hope now.

Let me see the light I’ve been longing.

Isn’t it be great if I’m with You?

I can enjoy Your unending love.

You’re unfailing love I will treasure.

Praising You with my honest mouth.

Don’t give me away Lord.

I am Your child, let me dwell in Your house, my Lord.

Let me taste the feast You have prepared for my rebirth.

Let me be Your servant, singing praises for You.

Lord, please hurry to save me.

Don’t let me die with a sinners heart.

Please let me feel the life of the child of God.

Giving You my all!